Letra da Música Hide & Seek de Matheus Hardke

I'm already 16 years old
I don't want to feel this anymore
My dad is already abusing me too much
I already knew this story
I don't let him call me a little girl anymore
He disgusts me
I can't look at him anymore

Does my dad think I'm plastic?
That I don't feel pain
That I don't feel pleasure
That I don't feel hatred of what he always did
I thought he was a good friend
But he only took advantage of me

I'm already tired
I already have 16 long years of abuse
Now I want to leave my hiding place
I won't hide what I feel anymore
I don't want to play hide and seek anymore
Oh-oh
I'll put my voice to the world to hear
I want to do my own shit
Carry out my own shit
Without anyone taking advantage of me
Enough playing hide and seek

Evenings not party
Always smiling in photos
Like I was so happy with my dad
Baking hot dogs on the grill
Playing ball with the father of my little neighbor
As if nothing happened
But all the time I was watching

Always giving up on his mother
And she was not soft
He always cashes in on me
I always put up with his shit
But now enough
I want it to disappear

I'm already tired
I already have 16 long years of abuse
Now I want to leave my hiding place
I won't hide what I feel anymore
I don't want to play hide and seek anymore
Oh-oh
I'll put my voice to the world to hear
I want to do my own shit
Carry out my own shit
Without anyone taking advantage of me
Enough playing hide and seek

Enough of carrying balls on the back
I was made into something that I am not
This is very bad
I could never have a girlfriend
Cause' he always stopped me
Cause' he said it in my face
That I was your little bitch

I'm already tired
I already have 16 long years of abuse
Now I want to leave my hiding place
I won't hide what I feel anymore
I don't want to play hide and seek anymore
Oh-oh
I'll put my voice to the world to hear
I want to do my own shit
Carry out my own shit
Without anyone taking advantage of me
Enough playing hide and seek